Why?

Friday, December 23, 2005

I'll tell you what you want for Christmas

What is love? What is life? Who came up with these shit concepts? Why? Why is someone incredibly dear to me about to get hurt in a matter of days and I know it and he doesn't? Why am I obsessing about the whole thing even though it's basically none of my business? I should be there to kind of fix the damge with my care, right? Well, if there's anything to fix or save after a while... I thought I didn't understand men but I just don't understand people. I think I'd be better off as a hermit. I don't think I like people anymore. How can we be this disgusting?
Some people I just don't get because their ways of thinking make no sense to me whatsoever.
Some people I just don't like because of the things they do, and even worse, I understand why they do it.
Some people I just can't stand because we're too much alike, I understand, I like and all of this to an unhealthy extent.
Some people I simply loathe and that's because they have no spine.
I hate being the moralising echo of a nagging mother or an accusing priest but sometimes I feel it's needed. If no one has nothing to say and everybody just stands back then where does that leave us? At least I spoke my mind.
Now it appears that my main problem is in fact those people of the latter kind: SPINELESS. What kind of people do I consider spineless then? To some of you prejudice-embracing-kind-of-people I will clarify one thing: NO, I do NOT think that a premicuous person is automatically spineless. So there.
Spineless people take no risks. They know they might hurt others and themsleves but still they don't take any risks because they simply don't have the backbone for that.
Spineless people don't fully appreciate the kind of sacrifices other people have made for them. When it comes time for payback spineless people find easier and more convenient things to do.
Spineless people pretend. They don't have what it takes to stand behind what they believe in without the support of the so called right people.
Spineless people lie. They lie not to ease anyone else's mind but their own. And what's worse, they're bad at lying too.
Spineless people hide behind facts and numbers and statistics. That figures, they never had the guts to live their lives anyways.
Spineless people make perfect sense. But the moment you understand them, you wish you didn't.
And I must say that lately, it has been SPINELESS PEOPLE and SPINELESS PEOPLE ALONE who have made my life difficult.

Shame on you spineless people.
Ask for some backbone for Christmas.